Let's start with the most used greeting in the world (haven't found the research of it yet), hello! I know it has been a long time since I expressed my feelings through words, heck, it even has been a long time since I accessed blogger.com because I have been very busy lately. I know none of you are interested in what I have been busy with or what I have been working with lately, but let me explain it to you.
I have been very busy lately with... living one of the best times of my life. Why is that?
First, I know I have said this a lot, but I am proud at my own self of the fact that I and Instagram are not getting back together up until I write this. Once again, I am not stating that the platform is full of negative vibes or users or contents, it can be resourceful or useful if you can find the right content to fulfill your expectations. However, I myself had misused it before and ended up spending too much on it, leaving my surrounding unapproached by me. And that was not just because of Instagram, I am talking about other social media too such as Twitter and any other applications where I can see what my friends or whoever I followed were doing. Now I haven't got the guts to dive back into those platforms because I am afraid that I will go back to my old habits. As for now, I am fine - and more than fine, actually - that I am free of social media.
Sometimes I feel like I am left out because I used to catch up with whatever was happening in this world through social media, but every time that thought came to me, I just think that it is better for me to catch up with my surroundings first before I jump into any other people's lives and viciously blaspheme them where I do not even know them personally. It is a bad habit and it is something that everyone should not be doing, I know. Well, everyone has their own flaws and so do I. (I am fixing on that but right now let's not focus on it, okay?)
Second, I slowly put my interest more onto my surroundings. I reconnect with people that I haven't talked to for weeks, months or even years, I rekindle my relationship with the people that I have hurt before, I start to see what my inner circle have been doing to me. They have done nothing but being nice to me, and I am working to pay back their kindness. I don't feel obligated to do it, but somehow I just want to do it. The feeling is pure and I love every second of my life right now.
I know I probably say those things above a lot, I am just using different words to express them but I just feel like I need to remind myself or any of you if someone ever reads this, that I am actually capable of doing something that I never thought I could do and you actually are able to do so. I just like to be proud and grateful for the things that I have either earned or lost. Everything is here or not for a reason.
And I just like to go with the flow. Until next time.
Sometimes I feel like I am left out because I used to catch up with whatever was happening in this world through social media, but every time that thought came to me, I just think that it is better for me to catch up with my surroundings first before I jump into any other people's lives and viciously blaspheme them where I do not even know them personally. It is a bad habit and it is something that everyone should not be doing, I know. Well, everyone has their own flaws and so do I. (I am fixing on that but right now let's not focus on it, okay?)
Second, I slowly put my interest more onto my surroundings. I reconnect with people that I haven't talked to for weeks, months or even years, I rekindle my relationship with the people that I have hurt before, I start to see what my inner circle have been doing to me. They have done nothing but being nice to me, and I am working to pay back their kindness. I don't feel obligated to do it, but somehow I just want to do it. The feeling is pure and I love every second of my life right now.
I know I probably say those things above a lot, I am just using different words to express them but I just feel like I need to remind myself or any of you if someone ever reads this, that I am actually capable of doing something that I never thought I could do and you actually are able to do so. I just like to be proud and grateful for the things that I have either earned or lost. Everything is here or not for a reason.
And I just like to go with the flow. Until next time.
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